I haven’t been sleeping well lately.
I feel exhausted all the time, but no matter how tired I think I am, sleep eludes me.
&, as I’m sure you can imagine, lack of sleep has made me a little bit crazy. I am an emotional wreck on a good day… not sleeping has made me particularly crazy. Every day I don’t sleep feels like an out of body experience, & I haven’t been able to do something productive in days.
It’s been unpleasant. It’s been stressful. I don’t know what to do. It’s gotten to the point where I’m drugging myself with Nyquil, but even that doesn’t help. It just makes me feel like less of a human… & doesn’t lull me into the sweet, sweet slumber I’m hoping for.
So, that’s where I’m at this week: sleepy, grumpy, & still very, very single. None of which are mutually exclusive… & all of which are keeping me very, very single.